COMPLAIN TIME!! AHAHAHAHA!!!!

Yay! Since there's nothing else I can talk about, I'LL COMPLAIN.

But I'll say what happened today first. Went out with Sam, Kurt, Yi Wei, Seng Yeow and KaeWen. Watched " The Spy Next Door " and had little tiny bits of tears in my eyes at the end. Still, overall, it was HILARIOUS~! Haha! Jackie Chan rulez!

Anyway, just came back from my lessons and wanted to talk to Eunice about where and what time to meet tomorrow for HER shopping trip. Mine's already over and I had a HELL OF A GREAT TIME THANKS TO MY DARLING BFFFL. Haha.. Anyway, it's my turn to help my friend so, wish me luck!

So er... Yah.. Was talking about the plans when suddenly someone screams from the living room saying " Who is using the darn phone???!!! "
Then I shouted " It's me lahhhhhhhh!!!!! "
Then I hear little noises of SOMEONE complaining say what " Tell her to put down the phone larrrrhhhh... My internet is soooooooo laggggyyyyyyy...."
Then here comes my dad saying " Hey, can talk later? The internet outside is lagging."

Okay, that person who shouted was not my dad, so yah.. It was a talking douche bag. I mean seriously, just now around 6 when I was about to go for my lessons, my mom asked that douche bag whether he wanted to eat dinner and knowing that I was the one buying, he gave attitude. " DON'T WANT....~ IIIII DOOONNN'TTTT WAAANNNTTT TTTOOO EEEAAATTT.....~~~~" WHAT FUCKING CRAP IS THIS? Need to buy for a useless fuck son like you is already over my limits okay? You're just a waste of space and time. I mean seriously? I am your LITTLE SISTER FOR GOD'S SAKE. I am the one who used to cook for you while you just sit there with that boring orgasm waiting to be fed. Even after eating, not only you never do the dishes and still like to tell mom or dad that the rice is tooooooooooooo hard or the food is this and that. The rice I cook is too hard? Fuck. You look at how hard the rice cooked is and please use your brain and compare which one taste normal and which one breaks your teeth. I mean please, for crying out loud, WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? KING IS IT? SORRY, WE'RE NOT IN 15 CENTURY FRANCE OKAY?!?! I've heard that what, you have a problem with me. WTF. Look at how you talk to people. Mom is your maid is it? And at first I thought I was the one at fault for making you angry with me for so many years but now I realised, this is all too childish. Say what, I used to get all the attention, yah right. While you are crying over you yourself not getting enough attention, I'm afraid at every night that somehow my grandparents will start fight with chairs and stuff again. I was laughed at for my talent and my hobby, and that's where I lost so much of my confidence. What about you? You've got what ever fuck that is you need and you want, and just because of one small internet connection lagging, you HAVE to end my call. Not the first time already okay? I'm sick and tired of being blamed for everything. When you don't wash your fucking dishes, mom comes to me and says " *Sighs* You people don't wash then we need to wash and I'm like so tired already. So irritating you know, so tired. SIAN ARHHHH... *Blah blah blah blah blah* " Yah.. You being lazy equals to me getting frustration treatment. I'm seriously, PISSED. One fucking word, PISSED.
I am freaking pissed and irritated by you. I'm tired of everything, including you. You are the only family member that I'm ever that pissed with. I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.

Friends : Seriously? They are?

Okay, I'm not doubting about my friends being there for me or not but really, I don't expect them to much.

So let's cut to the chase, one question to anyone who's reading this, what is a friend to you? You can tag on the cBox to tell me your opinions. For me, I'll just observe and think, then I'll see who to mix with. I mean now, I used to be free and didn't think much about who is to be careful of, so I kinda mixed with the people that I'm not suitable for, but I AM suitable now, and I regreted it.

Besides those stuff, sometimes I wonder to myself, who ARE my REAL friends? Who are the ones that will be there for me when I need them? And who are the others that just treat me like crap or just care more about their problems instead of giving a damn about mine. It's okay if you make mistakes like mixing with the wrong people and somehow getting betrayed or anything, but the thing is, don't just throw that away. Lose what you have to lose and take what you have to take. So lose that selfish ass and learn from there that you have to be more careful of who to mix with. When there are different kinds of people, there are different kinds of friends, but remember too, you not only need to seek others, but yourself too. I mean what if others think you're the bad guy? So also must be careful of your own actions too yeah?

Now, NAMING TIME!

People who I think are friends that I can count on. Though they might not see this but I just wanna share this.

First. MICHELLE!

I don't think I'm allowed to put a picture of her on the web so, I'll just talk more about her. When I had trouble on Christmas Eve, I called anyone I can call for help, Raymond, Dicky and some other guy that I don't wanna mention. And other girls too, but she was the only one that picked up and didn't scold me and actually told me to cool down and comfort me, somehow. I was sick that night too, and she spent the whole night talking to me on the phone, and start to let me reflect on my mistake. She did alot of other stuff like helping me with my homework and going out with me. I seriously, don't know what I can do without her. She is DEFINATELY someone I can count on. Love her! (Friend way. :)

Secondly, Sammy Ng!

If this picture is too ugly for you, I'M SORRY SAMMY!!! But really, another girl that actually cares about whether I take my meals. Haha! She is such a sweetheart. Though we don't hang out much anymore but of course, how can I forget the times when we had so much laughter and when I'm crying over some other guy and you're also there to talk to me about not wasting your tears for someone that doesn't care for you. I'll always remember that, thanks for everything too my darling. You have made me a stronger person in some way too.. ^_^ Hope I did the same for you too. I don't want to keep receiving and not giving :X... Anyway, love you darling ^^

Next, is SAMANTHA THEN AND KURTRINA FOO!

I only have Sam's picture so yahh... Sorry Kurtrina! We'll take a picture next time and I'll post it okay? They are my so-called "Happy Fruit". It's like being around them you'll never have those emo-emo atmosphere. Cause' once they start to laugh then you can't help it but laugh with them, not AT THEM. Sometimes maybe but for the time being it's just with... Haha... I was close with EACH of them last year when some things occur and I split with both of them. Now I'm lucky to have both of them by my side. Thanks you guys, you're like another clan of my primary school friends only that both of you can already make noise loud enough to cover my primary clan of 4-5 people. Haha. I hope that we'll face secondary school life together happily and yah... I'm grateful I don't know why :X

Last of all girls, EUNICE TEO YEEEEEE KIIIII

You little crazy little thing you. Haha. She is one hell of a funny friend. Everytime see me start to "Eugene~~~~~~" Or the other name, or "Luo Zhi Xiang~~~~~". Haha. She is not only funny, crazy and trustworthy, but she is a great friend to me. We've known each other for at least 4-5 years now and we've been through some tough fights too. Well, fate brought us together as friends again, and we've learn to not test it anymore. She is also another girl I can't live without. She is alot of things. Too many big words! Haha. Anyways, just want to let you know that you'll always be my bestfriend and my "gal-pal!" Haha. Love' ya! (Friend way. Eunice, I know what'cha thinking you little pervert :)

Lastly, the ONLY GUY ON MY LIST. ABRAHAM!!

You are the only guy bestfriend I have. And not only that you're the only one that managed to boast up my self-confidence so fast, you are one of the most important people in my life. I mean like, your one of the most important friend I'll ever have. You are funny, fun to be with and you're a guy that I can ACTUALLY trust. The rest are either like Zavier or like Kelvin. Haha. Or like my other primary school classmates which are not that close to anymore. I'm actually quite suprised that a guy can be so sweet and adorable. Haha. Anyways, don't worry, you'll never be erased off my list of friends. Cause' you're the one and only important guy friend I have. :)

Well, these are my good friends. They've lead me through my good and bad times in my life. These are those who can make me smile and dry off my tears when something's making me frown. For me, I'm very sure that these are the people that are considered as my close friends. There are, of course, some others but we don't really contact anymore and this post is getting really long. So yah... I'll end here.. Hope they'll see this... Will they?? :)

SAY HEEEEYYYY!!!!

Random title. Don't wanna put emo titles.. Haha
So anyway, went out with friends today, fun fun fun.
Now kinda tired. Went out to eat with me MUMMY!
For once I'm happy to say that. Haha!
Just a short post.
Maybe will post about some other topic tomorrow.
Not really in the mood to type so much.
So yahhh...
I wanna go shower and try to finish up homework.
Bye! See ya tomorrow!! (I hope...)

Dionis {~!~}

GOODBYE FUCKING 2009!!!! HEEELLLLLOOOO 2010!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY 2009 IS OVER. IT SUCKED LIKE PLATYPUS SHIT.
OMG. I can't believe it's 2010. Like it's a new decade and 13 years just go by like that. It seems just like yesterday I was all bloody and tiny but long coming out from my mother's puss. Then now I'm getting ready for streaming in Sec 2. Life is just so short. Anyway, I hope that everyone had a great time counting down to 2010. Let's wait for 2012. If the world's really ending, I rather freeze to death. Seriously. Haha. So yah.. I need to get back to work. Short post ^^ Bye!

Dionis {~!~}