Thursday, 29 October 2009

1 more dayy left...

BACK AGAIN... And just want to post another thing.. Erm.. To Samantha.. Thanks for the blog post on your blog.. And don't worry.. I'll be alright and we'll always be friends.. Even if you have problems, you can still call me and tell me about it too.. So ya... I hope that you will be happy here and stay like that.. Haha.. And erm.. OMG.. I don't know what to say.. All I know is that you and the rest of the class are the 1st thing I'll miss after I leave GuangYang.. Even Miss Lim! Erm.. "Him" , I don't really care anymore.. I'll miss every single one of you.. Even if you people don't like it.. But I love you guys! Haha.. Sometimes, you hate me, I love you guys more! Haha.. Irritating right?? Hmm... Later going to buy presents with my dad.. I hope.. And to Rebecca..
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
So, ya... Haha.. I am speechless... Erm.. Hope that you people will be more united after I leave and E1'09.. YOU GUYS MUST SHOW OTHERS HOW MUCH WE LOVE EACH OTHER OKAY ?? DON'T LET OTHER TEACHERS OR WHOEVER LOOK DOWN ON OUR CLASS CAUSE' IT SEEMS TO HAVE NO HARMONY.. MAKE HARMONY! Since the "harm" 's gonna be gone.. Ahaha... So ya.. May post photos later.. Or 2moro.. And I'll post the past photos.. The ones I took this year.. So ya.. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE.. (that was so random)
And for those who wants me to stay.. Just pray hard that there's no vacancy in that school.. Haha..

Dionis {~!~}

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

2 more days left..

Starting from now, I only have 2 more days left for my stay in GuangYang.. I think.. Clock is ticking and the time never waits for anyone.. There are still lots of things that I can't let go of.. Like friends and stuff.. OMG.. Tan Sin Yee.. I so gonna cry on you on Friday.. So be ready! Haha..
Anyway, this has been a very "full" year.. Was full of laughters and smiles at first, then was filled with fights, arguements, cries and tears.. I know that people don't get along well at times but the difference between the highs and lows are really BIG and its very suprising.. To think about it, I learnt alot this year.. How to look at people and knowing who your real friends are.. What to say and what not to.. What to wear and what not to.. Erm.. Thats not complete yet but I'll try.. Hehe.. I have bad taste in fashion. So ya.. Now, just some shoutouts to 1E1:
(just wanna say something, not really a good-bye thing.. I think.. I dunno.. =.=)

So erm.. Ya.. I think I'm gonna leave soon and if I don't leave it'll be weird cause' I already pu up this thing here but really, if I'm 100% comfirmed with a gurantee stamp that I'm tranferring.. Just wanna say that I'll miss all of you guys and all the GOOD times we had.. I hated the BAD times.. Haha.. And to some people like :

Marielle : Erm.. I hope I won' make you cry or anything.. Haha.. But really, you must be strong okay?? We might not be extremely extremely EXTREMELY close but we're still friends and I want you to be humble instead of gettingsad over trival matter.. I know that I do the same but I'm laughing more than crying now.. And I hope that you can smile more cause' everyone looks better when they smile.. Hehe.. And you won't look like Sotong much if you smile more! Haha..

Kurtrina : Okay.. Now I won't have a crazy girl that will call me up at night and ask me about this and that already! But I'll miss those times that we talked and what we talked about.. Though the topics are always almost the same but we had our laughters and cries too right? And to me, you are not a bad friend.. Its just that you have some bad points that concerns about friendships... So ya.. You didn't do anything that BAD that could make us break our friendship so I promise you, we'll still be friends no matter what cause' to tell you the truth, I learn more stuff from you than you learn from me.. I think.. Haha.. Also, thanks for being there for me when I needed you.. Thats the good point about you being a friend.. So ya...

Samantha : Oh god.. This may be long enough to be one post itself.. So I'll try to summarize it.. Erm.. Being with you is like we known each other for a very long time and its amazing how fast we could get so close together at the starting of the year.. I remember we went to MacDonald's and laugh so much that we couldn't move... Well, all things come to an end (sound so dot-dot-dot) and we end up having arguements too.. Erm.. I also want to say thank you for everything cause' without you, I never would have met so many people or had so much laughs.. I never would have met Bra (?? Haha.. Abraham) or Raymond or whoever... Oh Oh! And and.. Thanks for once being there for me TOO!! Hehe..

Casey : Erm.. Sorry but I'm not sure what to say.. Haha.. Just kidding.. For you, I never really get to know you but all I know is you are quite cheerful and you have a very unique laughter.. Haha.. And I know that you also wanna be a singer right? Well, JiaYous for that cause' you really have that talent and girl, you WILL succeed.. Just push yourself, but not too hard.. And sing out loud! Let everyone know how well Casey Ong can sing! Or something like that.. Haha.. So yup.. Jiayou jiayou!

Ashvini : Now, this is weird cause' I also don't really know much about you but we're from the same primary school and stuff so erm.. All I know is.. Thanks for what you said to me just now in the afternoon.. Don't worry, there's still chance that I'm staying in GuangYang, just that I just want to thank all of you guys before its too late.. And I saw your blog post that time and I just want to say, whoever you hate, even if its me, just ignore them.. Cause' they'll bring you nothing but anger and stuff like that.. And you also must be strong ! Don't give a damn to those that don't care about you cause' they don't deserve it and concentrate on those who DO care.. Don't say don't have.. I am one of them okay ! Haha.. Anyway, you also must stay happy.. OKay?

Rest of ex-CB14 : Though the group didn't last long, but we had a hell of a good time when we started.. Starting from the day Joey said something about TomYam people.. Haha.. And when we're at the library together hiding.. And lots of stuff.. It was fun.. Thanks for letting me know how important unity is.. Though our group split but still, the times we spent made lots of difference and ya.. I think thats all (?? LOL)

Now! This is a damn long post so I just wanna say, this is just something that I want to say and not a last goodbye , I hope and yupps.. Just a message to all of you.. And a big
THANK YOU!!!! Haha.. I need to go and sleep already.. Haha.. Remember to tag my cbox after you leave!! Good Nights!

Dionis {~!~}

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Random Post;Meaningful Song

Haha.. Back againwith more RANDOM SHIT... Erm.. Wrote another song again.. I know.. Lame right? But if you don't like it then just ignore the song.. Erm.. Its just something random..
-Love never showed-
"Have you ever notice
Me In this world
Have you ever seen me
I know that its weird
But I'm just asking
I do know that you have someone in your heart Already
And I know that you don't give a damn About me
Cause' I am nothing

But boy though its hard
Still its worth the pain
To persevere the love I gave
Even if you didn't take it away
So boy can't you see
How much you mean to me
Its not that I wanna force you to be with me
I just wanna express myself through this song
Tell you how I feel Cause' I love you "
( Not finished! (-: )

Yup.. I know right? " EEWWW.. So MUSHY..."
Well, this song was written cause I was reminded of some stories and stuff and I tried to put myself into those girls shoes.. Then ya.. I felt th "thingy" like having this kind of feeling to write this kind of song then I just write lor.. Haha.. I'm not being BHB but really, this song is quite meaningfulto me.. Its just something unexplainable and hard to express.. Anyway, if any of you are sad or depressed over some guy or something, write your feelings out.. Not in a song but in any other way.. Like draw a picture of him and if you hate him then just tear the paper into pieces or something.. I dunno.. I did that once.. (SORRY!) Haha.. But instead of violence and wasting of paper that will harm our planet.. I decided to write it into songs instead! Though I'm still using paper but you know what I mean... Right?
Anyways.. Erm.. Will post more.. I think.. Maybe tomorrow or the day after or something... Haha.. So ya.. Okay.. I need to go and sleep my ass off.. So Good night!!

Dionis {~!~}

Sunday, 25 October 2009

Back again with random BULLSHIAT...

Was out with Sammy Ng -AKA- Samantha Ng today.. Had a quite tiring day due to playing too much DJ Max.. I've just finished my dinner and listening to Miley Cyrus's " Party in the USA ".. Seriously, even though I'm not her fan but this song is nice and she a nice voice.. And the song is pretty jumpy so for those who wanna jump around everywhere and those who LOVEZZ to dance, I recommend this song.. Its really very nice dancing-thingy song.. Haha...
Anway, moving on.. I just realised that how fast time flies and seriously, I'm gonna cry on the last day of school... I'm gonna miss every single one of you 1E1 little monsters... Haha... I'm in the club too!! Well , I'm gonna retire soon cause' I'm gonna transfer and stuff.. Anyway, I'm gonna miss alot of people, like MARY!! Erm.. Marielle, not Mary.. You should be thinking right now " WHO THE HELL IS MARY ?!? " .. Its just a nickname I gave her.. And Kurtrina ! That girl who calls me up at night asking my crazy questions which I really don't want to mention.. Haha.. Maybe people like Casey ? Or Joey ? Or JiaYi ? Or... I don't know but I'll probably miss everybody.. Of Course.. There's someone I'll miss the most but too bad, I have too leave the school anyway.. And that person does not really know me so that person don't really care... ARGH.. Who cares.. So ya.. Something random...I wrote these 2 songs about 5 mins ago.. And Ya.. Its just the lyrics.. And it may sound weird.. .

-Something Missing in my Life-
A hug Never felt so warm before
A kiss Never could touch me to my core
A night With you
Never seem so blue
Everything is fallin' apart
Yesterday Never seem so far behind
Today Never seem too less of time
Tomorrow Never felt so hopeless At all
Everything seems so meaningless

It is all bullshit When you're not around with me
Its like an angel without wings

Something's missing in my life
I'm pretty sure that its you alright
All I want is to hug you tightly
Making sure you'll never leave me
Something's missing in my life
I'm very sure that its you alright
All is nothing when you're not in sight
Because you're the angel
Missing in my life

********************************************************************************************************
-A Little Too Shy-

Time flies
Just in a blink of an eye
Without us knowing
Our distance is beginning to widen
I looked at you
Somehow you seem to look so far away
And by the time I realised
It is already too late to say

I'm too shy to tell you how I feel
Afraid that somehow I'll get hurt
And because I don't want history to repeat
On both of you and me
I'm too afraid to tell you my true feelings
As I'm scared that you'll hate me
Even till now I don't have the guts to say
“ I fell in love with you the first day
when you appear in front of my face ”


Well, I can say its for me, and I can say its for someone else like the people that I sell this to.. Haha.. Anyway, don't be shy when it comes to this kind of stuff.. Shout the ass out of yourself and tell that lucky boob that you adore her/him.. Just say it.. Or you'll regret not sayin it out.. It may fail, lots of times.. But no matter what, at the end of the day, you'll find the right one.. Its just the matter of time and where that person's gonna be... So ya.. Anyway, I need to go night night.. So Bye!

sth I wntd 2 tll u so bad
but jst dun hav de guts to say it 2 ur fce
aft I leave tis place
no matr wat
I'll nv 4get ur beautiful name :$

Saturday, 24 October 2009

Beer and M&Ms !! Taste weird... I'm~ Going for YOGA...^^

BACK AGAIN !! Haha... Now I'm drinking, I think half a cup of wine or beer or sth ?? Not sure... But I'm eating M&Ms too!! That has peanut butter in it.. AWKWARD~!
Anyway, erm.. Will be doing my Science test paper later on and actually, unless I'm still fully awake and alert of what I'm doing, or I'll rest then do my homework.. WTF am I talking about? Haha.. Anyway, I'll post later cause' I'm seeing 2.. So I'll find out more about Shane Dawson and swiftkaratechop then I'll com back to you.. OKay ??
Now.. A Video by NIGAHIGA...


Hope you liked it!!
Dionis {~?~}

Friday, 23 October 2009

Dionis so RANDOM...

Okay... Now I'm talking to Abraham... YAY.. WTF?
Anyway, erm.. Now he's singing.. Haha.. Erm.. ABout the transfering thing, I think I'm really gonna transfer cause' my parents also said to me before that it's better to transfer cause' I can't really study here... (??) So yup, I'm gonna transfer BUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTT... It doesn't mean that the schools that I want to go has vacancy for me so yahh... For those who want me out of your life, jinx me to get into the school, but for those who LOVE ME.. TEEHEE.. I so bhb.. Erm.. Those who want me to stay, just hope that the school is full or something..
And now, I'm dying of boredom but , I HAVE SWIFTKARATECHOP AND NIGAHIGA TO ACCOMPANY ME... Haha.. There's a video from NigaHiga having this intro but there's like 4 NigaHigas in the video.. And one guy's name was Bob but he said it as " Boob ".. Like " Uh.. My name BOOB..." Haha.. He is so darn cute ! Wait.. Swiftkaratechop is cuter! And alot more sick.. But we just love him like that! Haha.. Anyway, now just slacking and drinking some " stuff " and ya.. I'm weird... TEEHEE.. I think I'll pst 2moro or something.. Cause' I'm so darn free so if anyone wants to go out to Vivo? Or Suntec City ? Or Bugis ? Or even ION.. Just call me or something.. And ya.. CYA 2MORO...

Dionis {~!~}

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

Should I transfer ?? Tell me!!!

I'M BACK~!
Sorry for the screaming and shouting but its was random..
Anyway, okay, I acutally have 2ND thoughts about transferring and also, I AM FUCKING CONFUSED ON WHERE TO GO IN THE FIRST PLACE.. So I need advice.. Should I transfer? And please... Don't say transfer to GYSS cause' I'M ALREADY HERE! So yah... Tell me what I should do and don't spam cause' ya.. Just don't spam and anyway, for those who WANT me to transfer just say it and put your name there.. If you can't then keep your comments to yourself.. So I think thats all.. May post more later so Bye!

Dionis {~?~}

Random.. Just so random

Okay, now its like 12:20 a.m or sth and I can't sleep. So I decided to blog..
Now I have this plan like I wanna make a something like a video show.. Like what Shane Dawson, Fred, Brittani Taylor, swiftkaratechop -AKA- Matthew Brown and Nigahaga are doing... It seems like fun cause you'll be laughing at yourself in the camera and your friends can join in.. Oh! Like the Miley and Mandy Show! Something like that..
Anyways, its either I put it on YouTube or I'll just put it on my blog.. Like that I don't really need to type anything anymore.. I'll just use my yap like I always do... Wait, that didn't sound right..
The Main point is that I'm gonna make lots and lots of videocxz (I hope) and I want you guys to be in it.. Anyone's who is reading this.. And if you don't want to.. Its okay.. CAUSE I FUCKING DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING HELP!! Wait.. Just kidding.. The videos are just for fun and like I just thought it might be a good way to put me back to my funny self again... I think.. I don't know..
Also, these few days I'm not thinking straight.. When I said straight , I mean both meanings like I can't thinking properly and I keep thinking about improper stuff... Haha.. Too much porn! Shouldn't have said that! Haha.. Okay and also.. Some stuff happened like when it shouldn't happen at all but it did and now its a mess.. WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO !?!? Now imagine me sounding like Elmo and say those words in CAPS...
Okay, I think thats about it.. The Elmo thing is very weird.. But I like Elmo.. And I don't really like Big Bird.. If you know what I mean... * lifting up eyebrows *
Anyways, time for me to go night night before my mom REALLY makes me REST IN PEACE.. Hehez..
Bye!

Dionis {~!~}

Monday, 19 October 2009

swiftkaratechop IS IN THE HOUSE!!

Hey you guys! I'm Back~! Wait.. That sounded wrong..
So anyway, found a new video from this guy on YouTube called swiftkaratechop and he is so darn funny.. Watch this video and laugh your ass out.. No wait.. I'M SERIOUS



Nice? I think it was awesome.. Anyways.. Will be back with more videos and maybe videos with me and those people I know! You may be that LUCKY ONE!!
SO FUCKING APPRECIATE IT!!!
Nah.. Just kidding.. No serious, I was just kiddin.. Don't take it too hard dude ! Haha!

Dionis {~♪~}

What Love REALLY means AND a cute Shane Dawson Video

Okay.. Sorry for making my blog so dead these few days cause' I did something VERY wrong that I don't wanna mention and I was just very very caught up with that.. Anyway, these few days have been boring, AS USUAL , until I went on to a blog of someone that I know and found out some videos from this famous guy on YouTube called Shane Dawson..
He is just a random guy that made himself BIG on YouTube and I have been watching his videos all week.. He has this friend, called Brittani Louise Taylor , that appears in his videos about Twilight and stuff so I was curious about her videos and I found a touching video that she made about LOVE.. Not make-love OR BGR love but love from family ! And its kinda sad..


Erm.. If you are too lazy to watch this video.. Its about Brittani getting the news about her dad diagnosed with bladder cancer and how she faced it with her dad and her family.. Okay, some of you people should be thinking like " Ohh.. Luckily I didn't watch it cause' its gonna be like another video saying how fucking important FAMILY is.." Firstly, this is not lame.. I'm gonna make it short so I don't sound naggy like BLAH BLAH BLAH AND BLAH... Secondly, yes, family IS important.. maybe not to all people who has problems with that issue but really, if you are an average kid that hates your family alot.. Watch this video and understand cause' what if (touch wood) this happens on you? I mean anything can happen right?? So, seriously , appreciate and treasure your family when they are still here..
I always thought (after all the romance drama) that love was just an illusion.. Like you think you like him/her then suddenly you like another person and you jump really fast from one target to another.. And when you are the other party, when you really like that person but he/she keeps switchin' targets, you'll be think " Oh what the fuck.. This is so not real ".. And the next thing you know, its over.. But I found out another kind of love, THAT IS TRUE, which is FAMILY LOVE.. And the video says EVERYTHING so its better if you watch it..
Okay, one last video.. This is my favourite video from Shane Dawson.. Its just a random video but its really funny... Okay if you know a friend that is sad right now and he/she understands sick stuff, tell him/her to watch it... This will cheer them up! I hope..

Okay, this video make me laugh for hours and seriously, I don't think this is like M18 cause' this is so darn funny.. Anyway, I'll be finding out more about this Shane guy and I'll be posting more of his videos!

Enjoy the videos ! And subcribe to his channel!! http://www.youtube.com/user/ShaneDawsonTV
Seriously, you will not regret it.. MUAHAHAHAHA...

Dionis {~♥~}

Monday, 12 October 2009

These are my words

OK.. Everything seems to be in a mess now so I'll just say some stuff that people might think its bullshit.. I've thought twice about posting 'cause I have been thinking about what will others think.. Now I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.. This is just for Samantha THEN and Kurtrina.. Not Sammy Ng arh... Hahaz..

To Samantha:
Okay, stories can be turned here and there, maybe I did turn a little but I don't remember... Just like what happened with CSS... Like you didn't know that you did this and stuff and they kept saying it, I know... Seriously, I'm not gonna get revenge or something.. Why would I and who would help me take revenge in the first place..? Anyway... Really, its really up to you to believe, not that I will TSK-TSK here and TSK-TSK there.. But its really up to you..
Okay.. Erm.. This is part of what I want to say and I'm seriously saying it from my heart.. I'm not making feel bad of anything.. This is just how I feel :

Okay, I may sound like Abraham but really, what I said was true.. In the whole class, you are the only one that I'll never have a chance of hating you for life.. Its just that maybe after the Kelvin thing, when I start to EMO all day, I don't know how to get myself back again.. I know its stupid okay? And ya'cause lots of people said that too.. But I just don't know how to go back to the happy self I used to be.. I'm sorry for making you and some other people guilty but really, theres nothing to be guilty about 'cause its just my fault alright? I just couldn't help it but be like this sometimes... I'm sorry okay? Anyway, your worries will be over by next year cause' I'm transfering to Serangoon Gardens Sec.. I think.. Anyway, just another message to Kurtrina.. Erm.. Though you so-called " betray " me, I'm not angry at all cause' its just a small secret.. Except for the first one.. Anyway.. You'll be my friend no matter what too.. Okay ? Anything just tell me..

Hope everything will be okay...

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

Sisters' Love

OMG.. I just wanna thank you to Marielle for what she said on her blog.. Okay.. So ya.. The transfering thing.. I'll try to change it okay? And like really, if you have anything that is making you unhappy inside.. Feel free to tell me.. Cause' seriously, I'll try to help you.. And thanks for what you've said, you really brightened my day.. THANK YOU !!! Hahaz.. I also wanna thank you for what you did.. You were also there when I need you, like during P.E... We shared our stories and understood each other, somehow.. Hahaz.. I've never realise I can find any good friend in this class.. Until I met people like you, Kurtrina..

Friends are family that you choose for yourself.. I almost forgot that sentence and I thank you for reminding me that.. You are really someone I wanna be with in my family.. Like someone that I really can talk to IN SCHOOL.. Its like impossible to do that before.. But now, its possible because we have the SISTERS' LOVE.. Hahaz.. Thanks.. Really...

CHINESE EXAMINATION...

Today got Chinese examination.. Wrote about some stuff.. After that went and have lunch with Abraham.. Hahax.. So funny.. Then saw Sam, Casey and co. , also Terence ! Hahaz.. Long time never see him liao.. Anyway, asked him about CaiPeng and stuff.. Haixx.. What a tragic end but still , hope for them the best in the future lahh.. Skip skip skip.. Then went home and talk to more people.. Haixxx.. Busy busy day.. OH! Mom told me that she gonna buy more durian mooncakes for the festival or sth.. So my house is gonna stink like durian.. Welcome to my DURIAN HOUSE !! -.- .. Anyways.. Gotta go.. Dun think will be posting much anymore...