Changes

Back again with more shit. -.-
Hmmm... Just went back to Anderson today and realise how much I've changed. No matter for good or for bad, I've changed. Including my friends.
Today someone asked me,
"What did you wanna do when you're 5?"
I suspect something fishy so I replied,
"I don't remember. Why?"
"Has your dream always been the same?"
"Yup."
"Exactly?"
"Kinda."
"No seriously, exactly the same?"
"Kinda. Why?"
"Well, when we are young, our dreams change like an open story book being flipped page by page, but no one said anything. But now when we're older, people blame us for changing, blame us for not being us."

I agree with what that person told me and you know what? I wanted to be either an artist or a teacher before I put my life onto music, and yes, I changed my plan, cause' music made me happier and more enjoyable. Nobody blamed me for changing into me when I was a kid, but people tell me I've changed now when I go back to APS. People said I became alot more quiet, alot more sad, alot more tired but I have a lot more hair. Well, the rest of the 3 are true but that bitch who said I have more hair obviously never seen me at P6. Anyways, as we grow up, things get complicated. When you can do both either A or B to get to C, people say only A is availible, not B. And when we choose B, people tell us we've changed and go all "What???". Well, face it, peopel change, we all do. No matter for whatever reasons. To me, even if it effects me, I'll now face the fact. On my way home, I thought about it, and I agreed to what that person told me. I will try to be open minded from now on and I hope you guys will too. (:

Just like a rose, everything has it's flaws. The flower of the rose is beautiful and seductive, while the stem holds it's thorns. I felt most of the pain from the thorn but only get to see the beauty of the flower, never get to understand or experience the greatness and beauty of the petals being put together to get that flower. Now look at this plot, what do you think?

Yes, everything has flaws, just like the rose. Yes it's beautiful and seductive and it has thorns but the good things is, the thorns can actually act as a shield to protect the rose from getting any harm. I felt most of the pain from the thorns but only get ot see the flower and never get to experience the greatness and beauty of the petals being put together to get that flower, but luckily, I get to even see it and know that this thing exist and also, know that it can be applied to anyone anywhere. Too, since I always get hurt, I can go through hard times first and save the best for last. Life is like this too. It's on how you look at things and how you rephrase it. My rephrasing may not be good, but youget my drift right? To me there are only 2 choices in life, happy or sad. I know I always look sad but I do find ways to cheer myself up. Why pull your muscles down on your face when you can pull the sides up and make a smile? (:

(And yes, this is very random. -.-)