OMG. I missed my 100th post.

Happy HAHAHAHAHA 100th post to MISS BLOGGY! Haha! Didn't realise it. Anyways, it's been a long time since I started blogging and I think it's been 2 years already? Not sure, should be around that period. Anyways, went to church today. Yes, it's amazing isn't it? I go to church, deal with it. HAHAHA. Just kidding. Yeah, and my group of church friends are AWESOME! So adorable and talented! Haha. And good news to those who cared :

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ! ALL THE CONCERN AND BAD-MOUTH TALKING TO TRY TO MAKE ME BETTER BUT SERIOUSLY, I'M AT FAULT TOO. SO YEAH, AFTER MANY TEARS AND HUGS, I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN OVER IT. THANK YOU THANK YOU ! CLAP HAND! HAHAHA! I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE THAT CARED FOR ME RELATING THIS ISSUE, PEOPLE LIKE KURT. , SAM , DAVID , BLACK , CRYSTAL , JASMINE & CAIPENG ! OMG. I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS TO THE MAX. Because of you guys, who gave me the comfort and encouragement I needed, I can stand up again and face my fears once more. Though I have not much confidence in kind of things anymore but there are bigger dreams in my mind so yeah, I'll excel to the top ! MUAHAHAHA! Weird timing for evil laughter :P.

So yeah, church really changed me and gave me a chance to live again. Or else maybe by now I would have yeah know... ... And yeah know... ... Yeah~ So anyways~ I'll go write my songs now! Stay happy ya? :DDDDD

BULL. SHIT.

" Be careful there, darling. It's very fragile. "

Mommy always told me that hearts are not meant to be broken, but taken care of really carefully. This time, I blame myself.

I took it to the highest point I can, bringing it up, high in to the "sky", but one day, the sky threw a lightning on my heart. WTF. Pain one you know? Wait. You don't know. You just throw lightning on people without caring that it actually kills them. LOL. Mommy, I'm sorry. I didnf't listen to your words, now it's broken and hurray! Another 2 years to mend it back. How adorable. -.- And my ultimate sian face reappears.

Everything is a blank now. Like yah.. Everything is somehow in place, like all in the right places where it should be but also the wrong places because it's killing me. How sweet. People are still rubbing salt on it. How considerate. But what can you expect? I know it's really funny that the ending is a bitch in the ass. I'm laughing too! HA-HAHA-HA. Very funneh~ Tell me I'm emo, tell me I'm a bitch for having this kind of past. I don't give a shit. I'm laughing at myself now. What a mother fucker. Everything is killing me. It's just killing me. LOL. How pathetic? Yes. It is pathetic. Just like every ending of a fairytale. AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER- BULL. SHIT. Yes. Happy already! Win already lor! Yeah! Yay!

Anyways, don't wanna go on talking about this. Only thanking those who cared. And Kurt too (: Though she's the one that originally scared me. But yeah, thanks alot. I'm a free bitch now, baby. Free of everything, and the bitch part, you can ask Abraham. Not the one with 7 kids but yeah. ;DDDD So yeah.. Gotta go explain to my mom why my cups are destoryed. Bye!

OH MY FUCK. TOMORROW'S MONDAY.

Credits to Joey for the idea. Haha. Her version makes more sense. (:

So anyway~ Yeah. Tomorrow is Monday. I HATE MONDAYS AND TUESDAYS. But I love WEDNESDAYS TO THE MAXXXX! I love literature. And I'm talking to Kurt. right now. She's thinking about sex. HAHAHAHA. No la. More about some wintermelon drink or something. HEEEEEHEEEEEEHEEEEEEEE~ Aiyah, let's brush up on what happened recently.

TODAY! :
-Went to pray at GUANG MING SHAN. -.-
-Followed my mom to go cut my hair. :DDDDDDDD
-Then went to eat with Kurt. and study at Bishan Library with her.
-Can't study well due to too much laughter. (KURTRINA)
-Then went home and eat a very very very nice dinner cooked by my wonderful DADDY!
-Now getting tortured by Kurt. on the phone AGAIN.

Yesterday! :
WAS A BLANK DREAM THAT I DON'T BOTHER REMEMBERING.
Nahh.. I know I went out with Kurt. again and got tortured by her on phone again. Then yeah... All almost the same.

Now, I'm just sleepy and hoping that tomorrow's gonna be better. And hope that I can laugh more. Haixxxx... Now I'm just sleepy to the max. So yeah.. Gonna hang up and go to sleep soon. Sweetdreams everyone (:

Enough with the SHIT.

I am, like this 2 pictures, PISSED. How amazing of people to annoy others at this time of night. I'm not saying those people who are calling me now, but some others. They might not know who they are, better to even know, but I BLOODY HAD ENOUGH. I don't expect anything back from helping them, but really, what kind of attitude is this? Bloody fuck. First is my bitch ass mom and now this. What the fuck did I do to get all this bad luck ? Fucker. To those who are curious, don't be. You'll be lucky if it's not you. I've been tolerating this person for a long time. A LONG TIME. I just don't wanna say anything and see whether this person realise it or not. Seems that I had my hopes too high again. How foolish of me. Actually thought that I'm gonna be a happy girl today, looks like not the situation, aye? Sad. Seems that my mind still cares or else I won't be so "emotionally depressed". LOL. All I can say now is, I wish some people would just grow up and start thinking for others. Yeah, I really hope so.

Sneezing like nobody's business

The girl with brown is really like me. We look somehow alike and yeah, we're sneezing like nobody's business. Woke up in the morning and talked to my dad for awhile and I continuously for 10 times. I counted. And if I was wrong, my dad was there so yeah, it was around 10 times. Or at least 8 or 9. Never mind. NOT IMPORTANT. Had a rough night too. DON'T THINK DIRTY. Just had a rough night. So yeah, now I'm getting ready to study my Science. See, for once I'm good. (: Hahaha. Okay! Hope I'll be okay enough to go to school tomorrow. And if my nose is red like an apple when you see me, just remember this picture. (: Byeee!

Something good will happen. It will.

And this message is to whoever who needs it.

Back again but not much to say. Don't know what to say actually. Lots of things have happened recently, things that no one of our age can control. This somehow shows that even now, things can get really unfair when they shouldn't. *Sighs* I hope whoevers going through the same now is getting better. Like the picture above, seriously, something good will happen. Believe me, with people who care by your side, this is not impossible. We'll be there to give you the biggest hug you ever need, to give you best advices we have and we'll stand by you no matter what happens, that's why we're friends. Cause' we care for you. Everyone does, so no matter what, everything's gonna be fine. The more you smile, the more it's gonna make dawn a little bit longer than yesterday. And us, we'll make effort to make yours longer too. (:

Anyways, a little sick and need to go bath. Tagg me okay? (: Byeeeee!