We saved a kitty ! And it almost KILLED me...

Was out with Marielle and Kurtrina today, went to J8 after supplymentry and saved a kitty under the stage at the playground outside "Häagen-Dazs".. Aw~ That little kitty was so darn cute! Kurtrina came to the rescue ! By going beneath the stage and took the cage out... Then it started to attack... REOW~!! Marielle was like all " Its so cute ! " , then I looked at the kitty and said " DON'T KILL ME... " .. Hahaz... Stupid right ? Because it was jumping all around the cage and trying to scratch anything it sees... EVEN ME... Urgh... Anyway, after having to know that the kitty was save with the SPCA , we finished our homework at J8 and went home with smiles..
Now I'm back home, playing my facebook games... So funn~~~ Hehez.. Anyway, need to go and write my songs again... BYeBYe...

Dionis (!)

SIMPLY BULLSHIT

Today went back APS for Family Nite.. OMG.. It was so darn hot.. Even at night.. Saw all my old friends that still fucking cares.. And those that are just playing around.. Went there with SinYee and her sis then went on to find the teachers.. Saw Mrs Ratna too ! Its weird but I miss her somehow.. I wanna go back primary school.. I wish I never have to go through anything that happen this year.. Seems that even the laughters now are not worth to remember either.. Cause to some people, its just something they wanna put behind their heads.. Well, can't blame them for that but even now I think that I agree with them.. I can't grab on to too many stuff either.. So might as well be me..
Okay, I'm just a useless piece of shit right ? Alot of you are nodding on the inside I know.. For just one year, within one year I can make so many troubles up but they are not yet solved.. I am so great at this ! Yes ! Thats why people are leaving me, every single one of them.. I AM SIMPLY BULLSHIT.. Right ! I am just someone that doesn't deserve anyone.. Well, I'm lucky enough that I still have some that can understand me in some way.. I've seen the coffin too many times.. And I've finally understood the real meaning of it.. And I think, some people too must get a taste of it.. THE FEELING OF BEING IN A ZERO-DEGREE DESERT, THE SWEET TASTE OF BEING ALONE AND LISTENING TO YOUR OWN TEARS, THE FUN OF HATING YOURSELF SO MUCH THAT YOU WANNA DIE AND THE USELESSNESS YOU FEEL WHEN YOU SEE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR.. LIKE A USELESS PIECE OF CRAP STANDING THERE, STARING AT ITSELF.. HOW SMART..
Coming to secondary school made me realise, no one really cares.. Its really very different from primary school and our emotions are very unstable.. Maybe thats what I have to master.. Control of thoughts and emotions.. Haixx... I don't know lahh... Now I just wanna play my game.. Post 2moto I think.. Byeee

Dionis (!)

My FAVOURITE SONG !

OMG... I'm now in love with this song !

刘力扬-寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼
眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走
看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔融化
这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

Okay fine.. Its a sad song... But the singer rawks! Love 刘力扬 so much ! Hahax... Now in my school using comp to do digital art.. I've finished so ya, I'm playing games and exploring the web... Few days have been hard for me.. Things have been happening over and over again... All I can say is that the song said out my heart... Anyway, help Arrifah with her BANANA CUPCAKES... diao~ Hahax... Just the recipe lahh... Then made my dad burst into flames yesterday... Poor daddy is sick and I made him angry till my room was in ddeeeeeepp smoke... I think I need to go soon... Maybe will post later but will be quite late... Got something on... Okayy... Byeeee

Dionis (!)

Simply because of ME..

Today went for photo taking... SOOOOO FUN... But die die I never bring money... Haixx... SAD LARHHHH... Anyway, 0.o... Erm... What else... Erm.. Oh ya... Had a fucking irritating wait for the D&T thing... But end up the teacher never come... Haixxx... So sian... Then talked to Kurtrina , Rachael and Marrielle... Came home and talked to MY DADDY... Hehezz... I think everything should be fine...
Seems now that I'm in a deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppp coma... Like I'm walking in sleep or something... I also dunno what I typing... Like I'm half-consious... Aiya... All the same lahhh... Today is a bad day lahh... Can consider as that... Lots of tears but still got some smiles... Anyway... I need to go and do my project le... BYE BYE

CB14... And then it all comes down to this...

Went to school... dot-dot-dot... Realised that actually, lots of people quit CB14... I've thought about it but now, I'll just put it aside... Maybe can try and get along with Casey and Sam more... Like going for recess together or sth...
Went home... Then went to buy TEENAGE and SEVENTEEN magazine... OMG... I saw a sentence in one of the magazines saying " Today's friend can be tomorrow's enemy... " That is quite true... But now I realised , actually , one reason why people don't like each other is because they can't accept each other for who they are and what they do... I always hear my dad saying "因误解而结合，因了解而分开" ... Basically it means , come together because of a " misunderstanding " , like you THINK thats what that person is , then is seperated due to knowing the true colours of each other... Agree ? Some may not agree but most of the people out there are like this , even us... Aiya... Friends comfirm have disagreements and misunderstandings , so we must learn from it ... Wait... More of just accept it... The disagreements and misunderstandings are also another thing that is testing our friendship... See if our friendship is strong enough... But most of those just break , because its hard to find a good friendship nowadays... But lucky lahh... I have some good friends around me... Still , it doesn't mean it'll last long but we'll have to work hard to protect it from getting any harm...
After today , realised that I'm acutally quite lucky... Well , at least I have friends... So lets just keep it that way ...

Negative.. Oh dear Me...

Went for doc's appointment today.. Haixx... Say I think too negatively or sth ( sorry if I spelled it wrongly )... Too bad.. Then during the appointment , our dearest Kurtrina called me up asked me abt sth ... Then suddenly my mom called and ask another question... dot-dot-dot... Hahaz... Slept on the bus ride back home... Woke up in SHOCK as I almost stop waaayyyy ahead of my bustop but NO WORRIES ! I woke up in COLD SWEAT just in time... Hehez... Then came back home and talked to Kurtrina... Talked and laughed... After putting down the phone , went to XIAXUE'S blog to watch her videos that Kurtrina recommended... It was FUN-NY! Hahaz... The girl kissing was actually okay... Looked quite nice though... And seriously... SHE IS SOOOOOOO PREETTYY... With her blonde hair and makeup... Hehez...
Now, just ate finish my dinner... Chilli hot peper chicken rice... ARGH!! So SPICY !!! Now my face like damn red lorhh... Haixx... Nvm.. I go wash face... Post 2moro !!

Dionis (!)

CB14 RAWKS !!

Yay! My blogger is finally not so screwed anymore! And I can even put my photos in my post !

Okay.. I made this photo on Picnik... Isn't it great ? Our CB14 photo.. If don't like it , its okay because I just made it for fun... ^_^ Like a memerable thingy ya'know ? Hahaz.. Anyway , doing homework the whole day... And now eating my dinner...

I~ Got-a-new phone ~ YAY!

Just came back from AMK Hub... And got my new phone !! Hehez... Everyone can call me back 2moro.. But the bad news is that I lost everybody's contacts... Please tell me your numbers when school re-open or call my house number... Anyway.. Went out with my mom today.. Laughing our asses off all around AMK Central... Went to Verve Music School to check out my course but didn't seem to look like I'm REALLY gonna take my course after my mom went there... Still , theres a chance so I'll hope for the best.. :) Then we went to my granny's house and since I was having a slight fever , I slept the whole time when we were there... And my cute granny gave me 10 bucks ! Hehez... Love her so much... And seriously , its not because of the 10 bucks ok ... After that , I went back home to take my SIM card for my phone while my mom went somewhere else and we met back at AMK Hub... Then went to meet my dad at the HELLO ! shop and bought my phone... NOT at the HELLO ! shop but the H2 Hub... Hahaz.. The guy sell me the phone very funny ... Hahazz... Then went to take my dinner with my parents... Its been a long time since I sat down with my parents ONLY... It was a nice dinner though... And now I'm back here... Staring at my computer...hehezzz... I go talk to Kurtrina and Casey le... Byeee~

Dionis (!)

LOST my phone... FOUND my songz !!

For those who went with me to Science Center yesterday... Yes.. You all know I lost my dearest phone... My W508 witha 2 year contract... And who ever who took my phone.. This is for you :

FUCK YOU INSIDE OUT , YA' FUCKING WHORE.. MY FUCKING 128 DOLLARS GONE DOWN YOUR FUCKING ASS JUST LIKE THAT AND SERIOUSLY... ALL MY PRECIOUS MEMORIES ARE ALL INSIDE... WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHTS TO JUST SELL IT... TO YOU ITS JUST A PHONE... TO ME... ITS 128 DOLLARS DOWN THE DRAIN... AND ALL THE MEMORIES WITH MY FRIENDS ARE GONE... ALL BECAUSE OF A WHORE LIKE YOU... YOU FUCKIN WHORE... THANKS TO YOU...

I found my songz !!! Hahaz.... I know I'm crazy... Suddenly angry then happy again... Seriously... Of course I'm angry with that whore but still at least I got 2 new things... First is my songz... Wrote about 5 alrdy... YAY!! And I went to Verve Music School today to check out the music courses and stuff... I'm gonna learn the piano !! I MEAN REALLY LEARN !! YAY!! Hahaz.. Anyway... Losing my phone also taught meto keep my stuff at watch too... So I think I'll be using my mom's phone.. Number still the same ... Anyway.. Dun wanna taLK about my phone anymore..

Lastly, just wanna thank Foo Xian for her help on Friday.. And CB14 also... LOve ya babes!

Dionis (!)

Holiday has finally come... Seems that there'll never be peace in my life again... So much trouble, sucha short time... Now in my room... Typing and typing and typing... Everything seems so different already... Thinking back into the past... What has happened this pass year... It made me grew up a little more... No matter good or bad... Even if its bad... There has to be a reason why it happened... Maybe its just paying my price of being a lousy friend in the past... Lets not talk about friends and school... Just by thinking about it gives me a headache...
Sometimes I wonder... Whether this saying is true... Look up in the sky and when you see the first star, grab your hands together, make a wish and it'll come true... Will it? I used to do that everyday... Stupid right? I used to wish for the same thing... Every night... As days past.. Its still the same wish.. And it never came true... And its so simple... So simple that its so hard to achieve... I remember the first time I wished upon the first star I see.. I said inside " You cute shiny little star.. You are the first lucky one I see in the sky today.. I hope you can make my tiny little wish come true... My wish is ... " Each day I waited for the night to come in exicitment.. And I could stil remember the feeling of how happy I was then... And each night.. It was the same old wish... It never came true... But I waited for it for a long time and didn't give up... Until one day I realised that that particular dream is hard for the star to achieve for me... My wish was to always be happy, to be loved and I'll love it back... This is something that only we ca achieve... By ourselves... I know sometimes 1000 encouragement can't beat 1 bad comment... But we must learn to be strong from there... " Smile even though your heart is breaking ".. No matter is it love, family or friendship... Sometimes its just too late for us to do anything... But all we can do now is to smile... Because those who care fo you will feel sad when you frown... I'm learning "how to smile"... It'll bew ugly I know... With my face and stuff ... But as long as you're happy... Thats whats most important... And what is right and wrong... Learn from the past and mistakes you make... And be prepared for the future ahead... Thats the way life should be... Simple , happy and full of smiles... ^_^