Came back again... NO MORE FIGHTS.. Lol... Today had Archery in school... I slept during the course... lol... hahaz... Then daydreamed abt " someone "... lol... Started to think abt that person... lol... Dunno why... Life seem so worthless these days... I hope that the holidays could come faster.. I may want to transfer school...??? Lol... Hahaz.. jkjk... My parents also dun wan me to be in this school at first... I hate my life man... Fuck lah... Everything seems so irritating.. It'll be better if the June Holidays come faster.. My life will be so peaceful... No more stuff coming to bother me...
Do you know how it feels when you want everything to be settled but can't?? I just want peace man... I hate it when I have to just keep quiet and dunno what to do... I want my life back... And so is my heart..Lol... Still can't forget... Stil can't put it down... I once said to someone... He was one of the happiest things in my life... She asked me why? Because to her.. He is a whore... lol... Because he is my first and I loved him... ^^ Mushy and stupid right?? I know... It'll take time for me to put this down... This "she" is my friend.. ^^ She asked me a question before... " Dionis, am I good friend to you?? " I laughed and told her... " Do you think you are one? " She is 11 btw.. Hahaz... She said she dunno... Sometimes even if you are not a good friend... Maybe to that person you are important... Just like her... She is one of the good friends in my life... The best one is Michelle... I love her man !! Hahaz... She is like a big sister to me... Always there when I needed her... She is that kind of friend I can really count on... Suprised ppl? Even a worthless friend like me have such a great friend... She is a very big part of my life... lol... I sound so lesbian... But ya... haha... I can't find anyone else like her... For now lah... lol... Hope she sees this... Hahaz... We laughed and cried together.. Thats why we are so close... Hahaz... Anyway... That should be all for today... hahaz... Bye..