Monday, 12 October 2009

These are my words

OK.. Everything seems to be in a mess now so I'll just say some stuff that people might think its bullshit.. I've thought twice about posting 'cause I have been thinking about what will others think.. Now I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.. This is just for Samantha THEN and Kurtrina.. Not Sammy Ng arh... Hahaz..

To Samantha:
Okay, stories can be turned here and there, maybe I did turn a little but I don't remember... Just like what happened with CSS... Like you didn't know that you did this and stuff and they kept saying it, I know... Seriously, I'm not gonna get revenge or something.. Why would I and who would help me take revenge in the first place..? Anyway... Really, its really up to you to believe, not that I will TSK-TSK here and TSK-TSK there.. But its really up to you..
Okay.. Erm.. This is part of what I want to say and I'm seriously saying it from my heart.. I'm not making feel bad of anything.. This is just how I feel :

Okay, I may sound like Abraham but really, what I said was true.. In the whole class, you are the only one that I'll never have a chance of hating you for life.. Its just that maybe after the Kelvin thing, when I start to EMO all day, I don't know how to get myself back again.. I know its stupid okay? And ya'cause lots of people said that too.. But I just don't know how to go back to the happy self I used to be.. I'm sorry for making you and some other people guilty but really, theres nothing to be guilty about 'cause its just my fault alright? I just couldn't help it but be like this sometimes... I'm sorry okay? Anyway, your worries will be over by next year cause' I'm transfering to Serangoon Gardens Sec.. I think.. Anyway, just another message to Kurtrina.. Erm.. Though you so-called " betray " me, I'm not angry at all cause' its just a small secret.. Except for the first one.. Anyway.. You'll be my friend no matter what too.. Okay ? Anything just tell me..

Hope everything will be okay...

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