Tuesday, 30 March 2010

Sick and Unstable


Okay, backk with more sneeze. Get it? HAHA. Never mind. No funny. :P
So yeah, didn't go to school today, heard from Kurt that it was a fun day. HAHA. Aw~ I missed it! DAMN!! Never mind. Hope tomorrow's better. (:
And yeah, went to see the doctor today, one of the doctor's names were called Megha. MEG. HAHAHA. But too bad that doctor wasn't seeing me today. :( Anyways, went home and somehow felt unstable. Like something bad was going on but I don't know what. Everything in my head is like turning all around, everyone's appearing up one by one. Seriously, it's just creepy. I took my medicine but I couldn't sleep. Was thinking about some school stuff and some other problems. Woke up every 20 mins for the 3-hour period. Oh god. So tiring. It's like you have something going on inside your mind, you can't stop it or do anything to it. Never realise that things around me can make me so hooked up even when I'm sick. Asked my dad for advice and all he said was I over-work. Seriously? I don't even study and I over-work? How amusing. But yeah, I think it's thinking too much. But what to do? I can't even control my thoughts nowadays. Only depending on friends and people around me to make me laugh and smile more. And amazingly, they're doing a great job. :)
Now I'm just feeling a little weak, but still need to study for Science test tomorrow. Hope the test's gonna be easy enough for me to pass. :) So yeah, I'm gonna go study now. Goodnight. :D

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