Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Changes

Back again with more shit. -.-
Hmmm... Just went back to Anderson today and realise how much I've changed. No matter for good or for bad, I've changed. Including my friends.
Today someone asked me,
"What did you wanna do when you're 5?"
I suspect something fishy so I replied,
"I don't remember. Why?"
"Has your dream always been the same?"
"Yup."
"Exactly?"
"Kinda."
"No seriously, exactly the same?"
"Kinda. Why?"
"Well, when we are young, our dreams change like an open story book being flipped page by page, but no one said anything. But now when we're older, people blame us for changing, blame us for not being us."

I agree with what that person told me and you know what? I wanted to be either an artist or a teacher before I put my life onto music, and yes, I changed my plan, cause' music made me happier and more enjoyable. Nobody blamed me for changing into me when I was a kid, but people tell me I've changed now when I go back to APS. People said I became alot more quiet, alot more sad, alot more tired but I have a lot more hair. Well, the rest of the 3 are true but that bitch who said I have more hair obviously never seen me at P6. Anyways, as we grow up, things get complicated. When you can do both either A or B to get to C, people say only A is availible, not B. And when we choose B, people tell us we've changed and go all "What???". Well, face it, peopel change, we all do. No matter for whatever reasons. To me, even if it effects me, I'll now face the fact. On my way home, I thought about it, and I agreed to what that person told me. I will try to be open minded from now on and I hope you guys will too. (:

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