Wow... Nowadays become so guai... Never go crazy liao... Smartha, Steph an Shella are too close so I dun really have much time with Smartha anymore... Anyways... Now hanging out with Ariel and Geraldine... Today Geraldine got so-called scolded by Mr Ong... But not that much of a scolding luhh... Just say that he need to tell her wad he told Yee Suan... Now our OH MY GERALDINE is finally on the same level as TAUSUAN... And her 3 TAUSUAN TAKEAWAY is really hurting my tummy man ! ... Nvm... Keep thinking about the neh-neh-neh song from Holland Village on Channel 8 last time... And Jesse McCartneh... Wah... So many nah sia... Hahaz... Anyway... I doing my Home Econs Coursework now... Diaoz... Dunno wad to cook also... Hahaz... I think I cooking fried rice... Hahaz... So funny meh ? Why I laughing... ? Anyway... I now wanna sleep liao... So tired sia... After all the History Remedial... Bye Bye...

... Just came back from the Cathay Cinemas in AMK Hub... I went to watch the newest romantic comedy " Hamsome Suit " !! So nice and funny sia !! Hahazz... Dunno why I dun really think that the main actor is ugly lehh... He ok ok wad... Fat fat one oso quite cute... But nowadays ... Even fat fat ones are evil... Hehezz... Just like our dear Ronald and KaeWen...

The movie taught us not to judge ppl by their looks... But wad they are inside... Then I thought of our dear old Jac... Hahaz... I did judge her by her looks but I started to hate her because she said those stuff that I dun wanna mention... Anyway... Do you guys think that I should be friends with her?? Should I ? Maybe but ya... Just give me some advise on my cbox... Of course she'll agree that I have to be her friend but if its that situation... She will only have one friend in this class... I dunno... Seems that everyone hates her now... And more are hating me these days... Maybe I'm too vulgar... Well I should go back to normal... I have been wanting to become more erm.. Gangster like since P5 or sth but I'm still tomboyish so ya I can't change that... I shall watch what I'm talking from now on... Hehezz... Please remind me if I said something vulgar for fun again... But will you guys be suprised if I really go back to normal ?? Wait... Never mind... I'll try to change back..

Anyway, about the emo emo message I posted just now... Its not for Steph okay... Please dun get the wrong idea.. My friend who is A and theres B and C... And I'm D !! Hehez... I love this letter... But most words that are not so good start with the letter D lehhs... Like Dinosaur or Donkey or Damn it or Darn it or D-... Neve mind ... I'm running out of ideas... Hey ... I recently have my eyeslids twitching on my left eye... Something bad is gonna happen to me... Oh god.. Wonder wads gonna happen now... haix.... So... Never mind... I shall mind my words... Anyway... I need to take my shower and do my homework... Byes ... For now.. !!

hehezz... Dun mind me... I just wanna write something... In Chinese... To push out all my feelings and this is also for my dearest friend... Hehezz :
" 幸福。。 到底什么是真正的幸福。。 对我来说。。 就是跟一个人一天到晚都在吵架， 但过了一天再看到他时，却是开心地对着他微笑。。 幸福。。 也是当我们什么都没有了的时候，但他却还在我的身旁照顾我，关心我。。 幸福。。 从不是一个人的事。。 因为没有了另一半就没有幸福。。 另一半的存在，另一半的温暖，另一半的肩膀，都是幸福的起点。。 因为，另一半的存在让我们找到爱我们的人，另一半的温暖让我们在把头放在他的胸口时让我们觉得很安心也很温暖。。最后，另一半的肩膀，在我们需要他的时候，让我们依靠，让我们借一下大哭一场。。
像知名歌手，方大同的歌里面写着，“ 能找到爱，幸福的人能不能躲起来，正在，寂寞的人能不能站起来”。。 每次都是幸福的人再让别人知道他们很幸福快乐。。 但，他们有没有想过，他们真的有那么幸福吗？ 他们也有没有想过寂寞的人的感受？站在旁边的寂寞人士，跟何况是爱着那个人但他却有了别人，站在那里看着，心当然会痛。。
幸福也有另一种。。 那就是帮你爱的人去给他爱的人他的幸福。。有人会说这样很笨很蠢。。 但我觉得，我就是得不到他的幸福，所以我才希望他别像我这样，去为他的爱，付出一份努力和勇敢。。
幸福。。 到底什么是真正的幸福。。 对我来说。。幸福是要自己去找的。。除非是你爱他但他却喜欢别人，去帮他的话，自己会伤心但看到他开心，才是我的幸福。。” Hehezz... Its in Chinese by the way... I scared some of your computers can't see Chinese ... But never ... Its just for me to write to my dear friend and myself too... ^_^ I was once like that... I don't know why ... But its better for me to be alone now with my friends so , my dearest friend that I am referring to right now... You know who you are !! So ya... Give me a call when you see this ... Hehezz... I know you will ...