OMG. I missed my 100th post.

Happy HAHAHAHAHA 100th post to MISS BLOGGY! Haha! Didn't realise it. Anyways, it's been a long time since I started blogging and I think it's been 2 years already? Not sure, should be around that period. Anyways, went to church today. Yes, it's amazing isn't it? I go to church, deal with it. HAHAHA. Just kidding. Yeah, and my group of church friends are AWESOME! So adorable and talented! Haha. And good news to those who cared :

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ! ALL THE CONCERN AND BAD-MOUTH TALKING TO TRY TO MAKE ME BETTER BUT SERIOUSLY, I'M AT FAULT TOO. SO YEAH, AFTER MANY TEARS AND HUGS, I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN OVER IT. THANK YOU THANK YOU ! CLAP HAND! HAHAHA! I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE THAT CARED FOR ME RELATING THIS ISSUE, PEOPLE LIKE KURT. , SAM , DAVID , BLACK , CRYSTAL , JASMINE & CAIPENG ! OMG. I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS TO THE MAX. Because of you guys, who gave me the comfort and encouragement I needed, I can stand up again and face my fears once more. Though I have not much confidence in kind of things anymore but there are bigger dreams in my mind so yeah, I'll excel to the top ! MUAHAHAHA! Weird timing for evil laughter :P.

So yeah, church really changed me and gave me a chance to live again. Or else maybe by now I would have yeah know... ... And yeah know... ... Yeah~ So anyways~ I'll go write my songs now! Stay happy ya? :DDDDD

BULL. SHIT.

" Be careful there, darling. It's very fragile. "

Mommy always told me that hearts are not meant to be broken, but taken care of really carefully. This time, I blame myself.

I took it to the highest point I can, bringing it up, high in to the "sky", but one day, the sky threw a lightning on my heart. WTF. Pain one you know? Wait. You don't know. You just throw lightning on people without caring that it actually kills them. LOL. Mommy, I'm sorry. I didnf't listen to your words, now it's broken and hurray! Another 2 years to mend it back. How adorable. -.- And my ultimate sian face reappears.

Everything is a blank now. Like yah.. Everything is somehow in place, like all in the right places where it should be but also the wrong places because it's killing me. How sweet. People are still rubbing salt on it. How considerate. But what can you expect? I know it's really funny that the ending is a bitch in the ass. I'm laughing too! HA-HAHA-HA. Very funneh~ Tell me I'm emo, tell me I'm a bitch for having this kind of past. I don't give a shit. I'm laughing at myself now. What a mother fucker. Everything is killing me. It's just killing me. LOL. How pathetic? Yes. It is pathetic. Just like every ending of a fairytale. AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER- BULL. SHIT. Yes. Happy already! Win already lor! Yeah! Yay!

Anyways, don't wanna go on talking about this. Only thanking those who cared. And Kurt too (: Though she's the one that originally scared me. But yeah, thanks alot. I'm a free bitch now, baby. Free of everything, and the bitch part, you can ask Abraham. Not the one with 7 kids but yeah. ;DDDD So yeah.. Gotta go explain to my mom why my cups are destoryed. Bye!

OH MY FUCK. TOMORROW'S MONDAY.

Credits to Joey for the idea. Haha. Her version makes more sense. (:

So anyway~ Yeah. Tomorrow is Monday. I HATE MONDAYS AND TUESDAYS. But I love WEDNESDAYS TO THE MAXXXX! I love literature. And I'm talking to Kurt. right now. She's thinking about sex. HAHAHAHA. No la. More about some wintermelon drink or something. HEEEEEHEEEEEEHEEEEEEEE~ Aiyah, let's brush up on what happened recently.

TODAY! :
-Went to pray at GUANG MING SHAN. -.-
-Followed my mom to go cut my hair. :DDDDDDDD
-Then went to eat with Kurt. and study at Bishan Library with her.
-Can't study well due to too much laughter. (KURTRINA)
-Then went home and eat a very very very nice dinner cooked by my wonderful DADDY!
-Now getting tortured by Kurt. on the phone AGAIN.

Yesterday! :
WAS A BLANK DREAM THAT I DON'T BOTHER REMEMBERING.
Nahh.. I know I went out with Kurt. again and got tortured by her on phone again. Then yeah... All almost the same.

Now, I'm just sleepy and hoping that tomorrow's gonna be better. And hope that I can laugh more. Haixxxx... Now I'm just sleepy to the max. So yeah.. Gonna hang up and go to sleep soon. Sweetdreams everyone (: