Can't sleep now... Feel so energetic after drinking the StarBucks Coffee bought from ShengSiong... Pai Sei... I dunno how to spell ... Hehezzz....
Dunno why but suddenly felt like asking... Does loneliness really change oneself ?? I dunno... But I only know that ... I somehow feel quite lonely these few days... Maybe its because I never see my friends around me... ?? Or it sth else?? I just feel confused... Oh what the heck ... I'm always confused... After my flu suddenly I felt like I became another person.. Like BOOM!! Then a new me... Or sth I dunno... Hahazzz... I feel like laughing at anytime... Like I'm drunk... Then when I think about our little two love birds in our class... I feel like HAHAHA... So cute !! I'm crazy... haha... I really am !!! Hahazzz... So cute isn't it ? When you see this little couple together and they grow closer and closer and even more closer... Hahazz... So cute...
Ya ... I envy them... not jealous but envy them... Suddenly dunno why I feel like I need someone to hug ... Someone to listen to his heartbeat to... When a girl puts her ear at his chest and listens to his heartbeat as he sings a love song for her... Aw... So sweet... But ya.. Too bad.. Either thats gonna happen to me or I'm gonna fuck my dog... Hahazzz... Anyway... Its sweet but it only happens to certain people so Jac ... Don't bring your hopes up too high ... Ahha! Jkjk.. ^^ Anyway...I think I need to go and see a psychologist... My brain is going nuts... I feel like I'm drunk now... I don't know why but if you don't see me on Monday .... Go to the newspaper to find me... I may be on the headline... " Girl dies for no reason " hahazzz... I'm insane !! Hehe... Lots of people want me to die... Including Jac of course... That little thing wanted me dead long ago... Of course I'm not dead... YET... Ahha...!! Now I feel like killing myself but too bad... I can't find my chopper or pen knife anywhere... God saved me again ! Hahazz... If anyone here thinks I'm carzy just tell me... I'll reply... ASAP... Just tagg on my cbox... Now I feel like calling somebody... Maybe Linus ? Hahaz.. That little cute boy must have forgotten me... Or maybe Eugene perhaps?? Hehe.. He couldn't care less... He just treat me like a piece of shit... Who else could I call ?? Zavier would be sleeping like a pig and dreaming about his wife by now... Also another guy that is one of my so-called " brother " ... He is just my good OLD pal... Haha... Pal pal pal... Seng Yeow?? That white bamboo... The pandas in China will love him... Hehezz... Zavier , Seng Yeow , Eugene and Linus are guys that I know... They are ok... I think ... For Eugene... Everyone knows I like him... Zavier and Seng Yeow are another 2 guys in 1E1... Linus is my long-time buddy that "dumped" after he became popular...
Anyway... Now I feel like I better go to sleep before I wake up and realise what I'm writing on my blog is a piece of shit... Hahazz... Byez !! Happy dreaming !!