Holiday has finally come... Seems that there'll never be peace in my life again... So much trouble, sucha short time... Now in my room... Typing and typing and typing... Everything seems so different already... Thinking back into the past... What has happened this pass year... It made me grew up a little more... No matter good or bad... Even if its bad... There has to be a reason why it happened... Maybe its just paying my price of being a lousy friend in the past... Lets not talk about friends and school... Just by thinking about it gives me a headache...
Sometimes I wonder... Whether this saying is true... Look up in the sky and when you see the first star, grab your hands together, make a wish and it'll come true... Will it? I used to do that everyday... Stupid right? I used to wish for the same thing... Every night... As days past.. Its still the same wish.. And it never came true... And its so simple... So simple that its so hard to achieve... I remember the first time I wished upon the first star I see.. I said inside " You cute shiny little star.. You are the first lucky one I see in the sky today.. I hope you can make my tiny little wish come true... My wish is ... " Each day I waited for the night to come in exicitment.. And I could stil remember the feeling of how happy I was then... And each night.. It was the same old wish... It never came true... But I waited for it for a long time and didn't give up... Until one day I realised that that particular dream is hard for the star to achieve for me... My wish was to always be happy, to be loved and I'll love it back... This is something that only we ca achieve... By ourselves... I know sometimes 1000 encouragement can't beat 1 bad comment... But we must learn to be strong from there... " Smile even though your heart is breaking ".. No matter is it love, family or friendship... Sometimes its just too late for us to do anything... But all we can do now is to smile... Because those who care fo you will feel sad when you frown... I'm learning "how to smile"... It'll bew ugly I know... With my face and stuff ... But as long as you're happy... Thats whats most important... And what is right and wrong... Learn from the past and mistakes you make... And be prepared for the future ahead... Thats the way life should be... Simple , happy and full of smiles... ^_^