Believe; or not believe?

"Don't blame me if I can't do it, cause' scars do take years to heal."

Yes. I'm back. When the first sentence, you should have a rough idea on what I wanna talk about. I'm very sure some of my friends have the same feelings as me, and this will happen after you're hurt and thrown away really bad and your brain has turned off towards trust. So lets be really realistic here, what do you feel towards this sentence " I'll always be by you. " ? Do you believe it? Well if you do, I won't say that you're naive but I'll just envy you. Cause' you can still actually believe in something like that. I've finally understand the meaning of " it's better to not know the truth, cause' after knowing it, you wouldn't want to know about it at all. " Before understanding this, I never ever thought of any bad knowing the truth, cause' I had to face it. Yes and I agree, I have to face it, but it's easier said than done. Knowing that there are so many lies behind you, just drags you in, swallows you into this dark world with these horrible thoughts. Sometimes, the thoughts may even turn into reality. That's why there's so many disgusting murder cases around. Lies may be just lies, but words do hurt.

People don't realise that their actions, very tiny little ones, can actually be seen and sensed by the people around you. The exact example happened on Friday, and I can see from the way this person reacted. One reason why I let go. How nice. So yeah, no more elaboration, just felt like posting this, cause' I find people nowadays like to say things or promise things when they can't. And so yeah, it's hard for me to really trust anybody. But maybe in time, I'll come by somehow, I mean, my mind. Now, my mind is just telling me, " If you want more silent cries, go on falling into their trap. "