Sick and Unstable

Okay, backk with more sneeze. Get it? HAHA. Never mind. No funny. :P

So yeah, didn't go to school today, heard from Kurt that it was a fun day. HAHA. Aw~ I missed it! DAMN!! Never mind. Hope tomorrow's better. (:

And yeah, went to see the doctor today, one of the doctor's names were called Megha. MEG. HAHAHA. But too bad that doctor wasn't seeing me today. :( Anyways, went home and somehow felt unstable. Like something bad was going on but I don't know what. Everything in my head is like turning all around, everyone's appearing up one by one. Seriously, it's just creepy. I took my medicine but I couldn't sleep. Was thinking about some school stuff and some other problems. Woke up every 20 mins for the 3-hour period. Oh god. So tiring. It's like you have something going on inside your mind, you can't stop it or do anything to it. Never realise that things around me can make me so hooked up even when I'm sick. Asked my dad for advice and all he said was I over-work. Seriously? I don't even study and I over-work? How amusing. But yeah, I think it's thinking too much. But what to do? I can't even control my thoughts nowadays. Only depending on friends and people around me to make me laugh and smile more. And amazingly, they're doing a great job. :)

Now I'm just feeling a little weak, but still need to study for Science test tomorrow. Hope the test's gonna be easy enough for me to pass. :) So yeah, I'm gonna go study now. Goodnight. :D

How fragile is yours?

Another emo post? I don't know. Just suddenly got reminded to talk about this.

So yeah, how fragile is yours? How delicate is your heart? Is it still fragile? Or is your already lifeless and has no feeling at all? I don't know about me, but I know someone that is living under this sort of pain.

Can't say it's jealousy, can't say it's envy, maybe, you can only say it as missing and remembering him. Looking at how happy other couples are, somehow tend to feel a little sour-but-painful kind of feeling inside. What to do? You can't bite them or kill them, neither are you able to join them. THAT WILL BE WRONG. But still, maybe try to give your heart to someone else that actually deserves it. On the other hand, some people chose to stay behind. They chose to love that person until the love is gone, or even, forever. Maybe it's true? Or maybe it's going to be a habit already? No one knows, except for one who's going through this treatment.

Also it's obvious, this person I know is not the only one that is going through this, lots of people are, both guys and girls. Usually, girls are the one. Biased right? Can't help it. Cause' it's a fact that girls waste more tissues than guys every single day, hour, minute, second, not in a way that they're sick, they're crying. I'm not special enough to not get included either. But still, like any other girl would say, " He'll never know, cause' he never cared. ". So yeah, one thing I learnt from this, " Fall in love, be in love, happily have a realtionship, anything is fine, as long as you're happy and not crying for the other party, cause' no one deserves your tears.". I'm trying to knock this into my head too. Kinda painful and hard too. And I'm not knocking it into my head in the literate way. But yeah, you should know what I mean.

Anyways, now I'm sneexing like fucking shit. Can't stand it. Having headache also. Hope I'm gonna be okay to go to school. So yeah, hope for the best. :)

VAGINA WAFFLES! :)

I'm backkk people~! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Firstly, the reason why this post has a title " VAGINA WAFFLES " is because of KURTRINA. She screamed on the phone said that SHE LOVES VALLINA WAFFLES. But I heard VAGINA WAFFLES. So yeah, let's hope that vagina hasn't had it's period yet. HEHEHEHEHEHE.
Anyways, had a " task " to do. Something to do with ADAM KHOO'S LEARNING JOURNEY. OMG. When my two friends explain to me what happen, I was like okay? But I didn't know that I was gonna be "forced" to do the same thing. So I had to write 2 questions and answer it. Then I had to write down my O'level subject with my L1R5 and L1R4 scores. Lastly, write where you're gonna go after the O'levels and what you want to be. OMG. Then the worse part comes, you must look at the paper for at least half an hur b holding it straight in front of your face and not move for yeah, half an hour. I did it for 20 mins and I cried. One reason is that, my arms were breaking, next is, when you think that you MUST get this kind of results, all you can think about is that you're gonna die. Cause' seriously, this is just the starting of your " hardship in life". Can you imagine what you're gonna face LITERALLY? Oh god. I was shivering and scanning through the subjects scores thinking, " SCREWYOSCREWYOUSCREWYOUSCREWYOUSCREWYOU...etc." Can't take it. But I've made it through, and I'm glad I did. HAHAHA. Or I can't go to school tomorrow. LOL. Anyways, I have another " task " to do. So ya, I'll go do it now. Byee!