Came back again... NO MORE FIGHTS.. Lol... Today had Archery in school... I slept during the course... lol... hahaz... Then daydreamed abt " someone "... lol... Started to think abt that person... lol... Dunno why... Life seem so worthless these days... I hope that the holidays could come faster.. I may want to transfer school...??? Lol... Hahaz.. jkjk... My parents also dun wan me to be in this school at first... I hate my life man... Fuck lah... Everything seems so irritating.. It'll be better if the June Holidays come faster.. My life will be so peaceful... No more stuff coming to bother me...
Do you know how it feels when you want everything to be settled but can't?? I just want peace man... I hate it when I have to just keep quiet and dunno what to do... I want my life back... And so is my heart..Lol... Still can't forget... Stil can't put it down... I once said to someone... He was one of the happiest things in my life... She asked me why? Because to her.. He is a whore... lol... Because he is my first and I loved him... ^^ Mushy and stupid right?? I know... It'll take time for me to put this down... This "she" is my friend.. ^^ She asked me a question before... " Dionis, am I good friend to you?? " I laughed and told her... " Do you think you are one? " She is 11 btw.. Hahaz... She said she dunno... Sometimes even if you are not a good friend... Maybe to that person you are important... Just like her... She is one of the good friends in my life... The best one is Michelle... I love her man !! Hahaz... She is like a big sister to me... Always there when I needed her... She is that kind of friend I can really count on... Suprised ppl? Even a worthless friend like me have such a great friend... She is a very big part of my life... lol... I sound so lesbian... But ya... haha... I can't find anyone else like her... For now lah... lol... Hope she sees this... Hahaz... We laughed and cried together.. Thats why we are so close... Hahaz... Anyway... That should be all for today... hahaz... Bye..

Here to post again and make everything clear... YOU ARE NOT THE BAD GUY... I SAID I BLAME ON YOU IS IT MEAN BY WHO ELSE CAN I BLAME... YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE IN CLASS WHO KNOWS ABOUT THIS OKAY.. And do you think I like being in this class?? You at least have Zhen Ying ans the seniors okay... I have who ? Ariffah? She have enough problems with herself already... Its fine whether you think that I'm taking you as the bad guy... Lol... If I really treat you like the bad guy, would I even talk to you or even look at you?? My term of " bad guy " is like Jac okay... U Jac meh ?? You dance like robot isit ?? You make up stories about others like her is it?? No right... If you REALLY were the bad guy... I wouldn't even care about talking to you... When people tell me that you are the bad guy... I say its not yout fault and its mine... Did you listen properly to the conversation?? You only heard the part when I said that " Then who should I blame? Her is it ?? " Foo Xian may know some stuff and said that it was not my fault... I told her don't blame you somemore... Some stuff happen okay... Its got nothing to do with you... Just because I say you it doesn't mean its your fault... Do you know what is example?? Lol... Okay if I really did make you feel so bad... I'm sorry and I apologize okay... But I just wanna make things clear... You believe or not... You see lor.. You know no one is completely bad lah okay... I also got hate you before.. That small period of time lah... " Someone " told me that okay... No one is completely evil... Lol... You say you can't see that I'm scared... So you want me to be scared?? Lol... Never mind... Everything is now settled... Whether we're friends or not.. Its up to you lor... Because I'm okay with everything... You know I'm someone that can't be TRUSTED... You also think that way... Then just be normal friends and teammates lor... You see lah... Anything just tell me if you want la... Lol...
Anyway, I now in my friend's house, using com to find song lyrics... Hehez... Just now went to Plaza Sing and Far East Plaza to walk walk... I FINALLY FOUND SHOW LUO'S " STAGE CREW " STALL !!! YAY !! Hahazz... But the stuff there very expensive lor... Just one handphone strape need 22 bucks.. Walao.. I can go buy cherry credits for Kelvin lor... Lol... Hahaz... Oh ya hor... I need go pay him back ... lol... Anyway... I just hope everything can be fine... It may take some time to let us be friends again... Hahaz... Time can change some things... Hehez... Hope it could change this for me... I need go find song liao... Hahaz... Bye...

Hi Everyone... Long time no blog liao...lol... hahaz... My com these few days kao pei so ya... Drn it... Fuck it lah... Anyway.. I now just " broke " with kelvin... lol... He sux my ass lah... hahaz... Still my friend though... I owe him 15 bucks for the taxi fare... Cao chee bye... Cao Ah Gua... Cao lan jiao... Cao lan pa.... Fuck him arh... Good lor he ... lol... Go for another more chio girl ... Then go suck his cock.. Break within 24 hours... Hahaz... Serve him right...
Next is the whole money prob... Fuck... I owe so much ppl money... Ariel 4 bucks... I paid Zhen Ying back 10 bucks... Then now is my family... Fuck... My life sucks to the fucking core man... I hate my life and how stupid of me to give other ppl my trust... YA YA PAPAYA... Good lor... Now everyone hates me... You got wad u wan... Now can just leave me alone??? We can dun be friends anymore... I can give you back the presents you gave me... I can get out of the team but can you just stop everything?? Someone sabo me can?? U believe dun believe ur business... I tell you everything... The truth... I already gave u my fucking savings ok... ok or not?? I think only Ariel can see this... If I did anything wrong in the cpast can't u just say it?? I won't eat you... What for I eat you... lol... Now u see the senoirs come after me you happy already isit ?? You now go out with them eveyday... Very happy right?? Then you get wad you wan and dun worry... I'll be out of the team in no time... Happy now?? My life is ruin... A part of it is because of you... MY FRIEND.. Great ... I thank you man... I thank you so much ... Now after that I come back to main point... MONDAY SETTLE EVERYTHING