We saved a kitty ! And it almost KILLED me...

Was out with Marielle and Kurtrina today, went to J8 after supplymentry and saved a kitty under the stage at the playground outside "Häagen-Dazs".. Aw~ That little kitty was so darn cute! Kurtrina came to the rescue ! By going beneath the stage and took the cage out... Then it started to attack... REOW~!! Marielle was like all " Its so cute ! " , then I looked at the kitty and said " DON'T KILL ME... " .. Hahaz... Stupid right ? Because it was jumping all around the cage and trying to scratch anything it sees... EVEN ME... Urgh... Anyway, after having to know that the kitty was save with the SPCA , we finished our homework at J8 and went home with smiles..
Now I'm back home, playing my facebook games... So funn~~~ Hehez.. Anyway, need to go and write my songs again... BYeBYe...

Dionis (!)

SIMPLY BULLSHIT

Today went back APS for Family Nite.. OMG.. It was so darn hot.. Even at night.. Saw all my old friends that still fucking cares.. And those that are just playing around.. Went there with SinYee and her sis then went on to find the teachers.. Saw Mrs Ratna too ! Its weird but I miss her somehow.. I wanna go back primary school.. I wish I never have to go through anything that happen this year.. Seems that even the laughters now are not worth to remember either.. Cause to some people, its just something they wanna put behind their heads.. Well, can't blame them for that but even now I think that I agree with them.. I can't grab on to too many stuff either.. So might as well be me..
Okay, I'm just a useless piece of shit right ? Alot of you are nodding on the inside I know.. For just one year, within one year I can make so many troubles up but they are not yet solved.. I am so great at this ! Yes ! Thats why people are leaving me, every single one of them.. I AM SIMPLY BULLSHIT.. Right ! I am just someone that doesn't deserve anyone.. Well, I'm lucky enough that I still have some that can understand me in some way.. I've seen the coffin too many times.. And I've finally understood the real meaning of it.. And I think, some people too must get a taste of it.. THE FEELING OF BEING IN A ZERO-DEGREE DESERT, THE SWEET TASTE OF BEING ALONE AND LISTENING TO YOUR OWN TEARS, THE FUN OF HATING YOURSELF SO MUCH THAT YOU WANNA DIE AND THE USELESSNESS YOU FEEL WHEN YOU SEE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR.. LIKE A USELESS PIECE OF CRAP STANDING THERE, STARING AT ITSELF.. HOW SMART..
Coming to secondary school made me realise, no one really cares.. Its really very different from primary school and our emotions are very unstable.. Maybe thats what I have to master.. Control of thoughts and emotions.. Haixx... I don't know lahh... Now I just wanna play my game.. Post 2moto I think.. Byeee

Dionis (!)

My FAVOURITE SONG !

OMG... I'm now in love with this song !

刘力扬-寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼
眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走
看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔融化
这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

Okay fine.. Its a sad song... But the singer rawks! Love 刘力扬 so much ! Hahax... Now in my school using comp to do digital art.. I've finished so ya, I'm playing games and exploring the web... Few days have been hard for me.. Things have been happening over and over again... All I can say is that the song said out my heart... Anyway, help Arrifah with her BANANA CUPCAKES... diao~ Hahax... Just the recipe lahh... Then made my dad burst into flames yesterday... Poor daddy is sick and I made him angry till my room was in ddeeeeeepp smoke... I think I need to go soon... Maybe will post later but will be quite late... Got something on... Okayy... Byeeee

Dionis (!)